In my time of need

I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading
I try to forget you as you forgot me
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this
is goodbye
Summer is miles and miles away
And no one would ask me to stay
And I should contemplate this change
To ease the pain
And I should step out of the rain
turn away
Close to ending it all, I am drifting through the
stages
Of the rapture born within this loss
Thoughts of death inside, tear me apart from the core
of my soul
At times the dark's fading slowly
But it never sustains
Would someone watch over me
In my time of need

Just releasing the feelings

I miss passed times when I was happy even if I was troubled.
I miss times of my life when I could smile.
I miss the friends who stood by my side for so much time and with whom I could share.
I miss feeling in love and with strength to live.
I miss visiting incredible places or common one which made me happy.
I miss listening and to be listened.
I miss feeling special.
I miss fighting for what I believe.
I miss being able to express in ways could only be understood by those who really knew me.
I miss having companions even when I was seeking loneliness.
I miss being able to look for someone when I didn't know what else to think.
I miss so many people and always having someone in whom I could trust.
I miss the life and what I could love from it.

SAD

Life is hard for everybody in different ways. There is pain we can't express and sadness we must bear for too much time. For some it is easier to face their problems and make the right choices... for others it is too hard to find the way.
Some days it is harder to keep going, specially when you remember all you have lived and when you've left behind so many friends, places and things you love. Sometimes you wish to go back and live again those days when you found happiness or when you simply smiled.
Some may say "stop bitching and do something about it" (I myself have said it), but it is not so simple... simply because life isn't simple.
Bless the ignorant and stupid people, who can live without thinking or caring.

Definitely ignorance is bless.

Yours,

The same guy.